Hi people!
Today is the first proper blog update. Now that you're up to speed, I can talk about what's happening right here, right now. And tonight, I'm listening to the alternative "demo" version of SFG's Heartbeat. And it's making me think. So here I am plunging you in at the deep end, with something very deep indeed.....
OK, so I used to like this girl at my school, who, for security reasons, I won't name. Well...'like' is a bit of an understatement. To be honest, I was obssessed. I couldn't stop going on about her. But then, after about five rejections, I decided I'd better take the hint and close that particular plotline up.
But, it seems I didn't make a very good job of it. I don't see her as much as I used to; she's gone from being in almost all of my lessons to almost none. But when I do see her, it's a battle just to resist opening up the old can of worms. Honestly, if you knew her, you would know what I mean. Cripes, I even danced with her the other night, and then had to walk away as if I didn't care.
I know nothing'll ever come of it, and I know I hardly know her, and I know I should be happy with who I've got now, but it's hard not to think of her every now and then. Especially when I hear Heartbeat. So if there really is no hope for me and her, I at least need a way of closing it up properly. Short of moving to a far away place, and having the Haitian wipe my memory, I'm not sure what to do, but I need to do something. I mean, who knows, we might hook up yet. If something radically changed and we suddenly gelled, it could happen.
Over to you. Help me, bloggers. You're my only hope.
Jack
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