The Words Not Said

Hi guys and gals.
I'm having a moment. I'll come back to it, because it's a bit deep and personal. Hah, now you're hooked! But anyway, today I watched "The Motorcycle Diaries". For those who don't know, it's a Spanish movie about the young Che Guevara travelling with his friend from the bottom of Argentina to Peru. On the way he meets lots of people and experiences new cultures which lead him on the first steps toward Communism. Please, don't get me wrong, it's not because it promotes Communism that I like it. I honestly couldn't care less about any kind of politics, whether they're 'good' or 'bad'. It was just interesting because of all the different cultures he encounters, the different places, or the different people. It was really thought provoking. But it's hard to imagine it as a true story. I mean, I know it's all canon within reason. Well, it's probably all canon, if they really based it off his diary, but I couldn't imagine anyone I know going on an adventure like that. But yeah, there you go. If you don't mind foreign movies, I'd really reccommend it.
OK, serious time. 'The Words Not Said'. So, I was chatting to my girlfriend on Messenger today, and she came up with: 'it's time to talk about us.' Anyway, I was all ready to tallk about 'us', cos I love our conversations about 'us'. But for some reason we never had that conversation. So I went and got some food and when I got back, it 'didn't matter' any more. Well, I have a feeling I knew what she wanted to say. And I suppose I can get away with writing it here because hardly anyone ever reads it. But yeah, I get the impression she wants to be with someone else. Probably 'Grant', whoever he is. But at least I saw it coming this time. I guess it's not really working anyway, we've only had the time to meet up a few times.
But anyway, there's a chance I'm completely wrong and she still loves me etc etc, however slim that chance. So I'm not sure what happens next. Do I bring it up somehow, or should I just act Mr Nonchalant and pretend to be surpriesd when it does happen?I don't know, but I want it sorted out soon, so I can get on with whatever. And if she does want to be with someone else, that's OK. I know there must be a million better guys than me out there. But it's just the uncertainty of not knowing one way or the other. Ah well, we'll see. Until next time,

Jack.